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JadedGothButterfly

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{ a bit of me. }

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- The Clubs I've Joined or are on my Watch-list -

Patriotically Pakistan:

:iconda-pakistan: :iconpakistanis: :iconpakgirls: :iconpakdeviants: :iconpak-deviants:

Ideally Islamic:

:iconmuslim-women: :iconmuslimz: :iconmuslimwomenfashion: :iconislamicconsciousness: :iconmuslim-manga:

Support and Causes:

:iconno-more-ignorance: :iconstop-the-violence:

Talk to the hand:

:icon100themeschallenge: :iconwriters-club: :iconrawem0tion: :iconthewrittenrevolution:

Just somethings I like:

:icondark-arts-asylum: :icondarkartists-inc:  :iconthe-mask-club: :iconabstractdeviants: :icontrees-with-character:  :iconblackandwhiteclub:

I love!

:iconcolorfulartclub: :iconcute-macabre-club: :iconthebakeryclub: :iconpinkclub: :iconall-things-kawaii: :iconpurpledeviants: :iconvictorian-novels: :iconkawaii-world: :iconeldritchshores: :icongrimgloomtale: :iconmyths-and-legends: :iconenchanted-artworks: :iconfantasticfemales:

My Watching/Listening/Reading Faves:

:iconi-dream-of-glee: :icontimburtonfanclub: :iconbsbclub: :icondisney-club: :icondomestic-terrorists: :iconmostbeautifulcouple:

All about Anime!

:iconanime101club: :iconanimeloverclub: :iconanime-lovers-united:

Mangas, Doujins, and Comics:

:icondoujinshicircle: :iconexperimental-manga: :iconcomicfreaks:

Bishie-licious!

:iconshirtless-bishies-fc: :iconclubbishie: :iconredheadedbishies::iconredhairclub:

Hinata-centric Clubs:

:iconhinata-shipping: :iconhinata-luvers: :icondateme: :iconhyuugahinatafc: :iconhinatahyuugafc: :iconnaruhinasasu-fc: :iconshikamaru--x--hinata: :iconshikamaru-x-hinata: :iconnarutoxhinata-club: :icongaahinaclub: :iconkakahina: :iconneji-x-hinata-club: :iconneji-hina: :iconmenhinanaru:  :iconroad-to-ninja-fc: :iconnaruto-doujinshis: :iconnaruto-fanfiction: :iconhinata-yuri-club: :iconkonohaflowergarden: :iconsasuxhina-fanfic-fc: :iconsasuxhina-fanclub: :iconsasuhinalove:

Inuyasha, you dog! Plus, Kagome-centric Clubs:

:iconkagomefansclub: :iconsesskag: :iconnarakukagome-fc: :iconkikyo-haters: :iconan-inuyasha-club: :iconclubinuyasha: :iconinu-clubby: :iconinuclub: :iconinuyasha-clubhouse: :iconiyfanclub: :iconinuyasha-directory: :iconinu-hawtness-club: :iconclubfluffy: :iconclub-crescent: :iconsessh-club:

Princess Tutu Fandom:

:iconprincess-tutu-club: :iconahiruxfakir:

Bleach-based, Rukia-centric Clubs:

:iconthemoonslight: :iconrukiakuchiki-haremfc: :iconrenji-x-rukia: :iconxxrukiafanartclubxx: :iconbleach--society: :iconthebankaibrigade: :iconrenjigasm: :iconquality-bleach:

Misc. Anime/Characters I adore:

:iconharuhis-sos-brigade: :iconfushigiyugi-fc: :iconranmafanclub: :iconrecca-fanclub: :iconppgzfanclub: :icondeathnotefan: :iconthe-haji-club::iconemmavictorianromance: :iconfunnyloveclub: :icongakuenalice-club: :iconrukia-and-hinatafc: :iconrtfc:

Customization/Skinz:

:iconrainmeter: :iconrainmeterglobal: :iconarchitecture-of-skin:

Creative Skills-based Clubs:

:iconchildrensillustrator: :iconcameraartsclub: :iconpainters: :iconphotographersclub: :iconthepencilclub: :iconartisancraft: :iconportraitpencilart: :iconanime-manga-artists: :icontraditional-media: :icontraditional-art-only: :icontraditional-artists: :iconthe-original-magic: :iconselftaughtartist:

Totally Random:

:iconphotoshop-tutorials: :iconresurgere: :icontutorialsclub: :iconps-actions: :iconmasterphotoshop: :icontutorialsclub: :iconmeme-station: :iconprintscommunity: :iconcolor-me-club: :iconmanga-apps: :icontake-out-teacher: :iconworth-dds:


- Stock/Resource Accounts -

:iconall-stock-directory: :iconanodyne-stock: :iconattemptestock: :iconcb-stock: :iconchop-stock: :iconenchantedgal-stock: :iconfaelivrinen-stock: :iconfetishfaerie-stock: :iconfreaksmg-stock: :iconfune-stock: :icongorjuss-stock: :iconjlstock: :iconlisajen-stock: :iconlmp-stock: :iconlured2stock: :iconmjranum-stock: :iconimouritsa: :iconmumbo-stock: :iconnighty-stock: :iconredheadstock: :iconshoofly58: :iconshudder-stock: :iconswordexpert-stock: :icontracie76stock: :iconunrestricted-stock: :iconvalentine-fov-stock: :iconwanderingsoul-stox: :iconfantasystockavatars: :iconstamps-club: :iconanarasha-stock: :iconalp-stock: :iconannfrost-stock: :iconsimplybackgrounds: :iconlunarnature: :iconfalln-brushes: :iconfalln-stock:


- Gifts/Commissions/Surprises/Features -

The sweet :iconwallflower-chan: surprised me with a Byakuya fan-gift-art! *hugs*

And, today, :iconiloviesme: completed my *self*-chibi portrait! It's adorable! =3 Thank you! *cuddles*
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18/08/2009,Tuesday,5:58 PM

[Ranting Mode: On]
Ok,Wth?!I Wrote A 10 Page Thesis And Firefox Crashed. Crashed! And I Don't Feel Like Writing The Damn Thing Anymore! But I Have To. *Sigh*
Though,I Accept, It Was My Fault That I Didn't Copy What I Had Written But Why Did It Have To Crash When I Was About To?! *Sniff*
This Dumb £$%)%$£""£$%^&* Browser Just ")*&^%$£%^&*( Crashes On Its Own Accord! Doesn't It $%^()(*&^%$£%^ Know I'm ^&*^&£"£$%^&*( Working And That It Isn't Finished Yet?!($*(*&^ Browser Just ^%$£$%^&*^ Crashed!!!
[Ranting Mode : Off]

*Takes Deep Breath*
Let's Continue.

So…

Well, I've Been Mercilessly Tagged By My Baby Sister :icongen3siss:. It's Now My Duty… *Snickers*…No, My Responsibility To Carry Out This Ordained Task At Hand However It May Effect My Social Life & Pride. I Am But Wary Of The Proceedings.

Warning: Be Warned. The Note You Are About To Read Contains Explicit Randomness. Reading This Would Cause Severe Headache And An Extreme Case Of Cracking Up. It's Plausible, Indeed. However, I Writing This Would Greatly Affect My Lovability.

The Rules(Which Have Been Bended A Little): Once You've Been Tagged, You Are Supposed To Write A Note With 25 Random Things (Facts, Habits, Or Goals) About You. At The End, Choose, At Least, 8 People To Be Tagged. You Have To Tag The Person Who Tagged You.
If I Tagged You, It's Because I Want To Know More About You.

Randomness # 1: I Still Listen To The Backstreet Boys. Yes, It Is My Guilty Pleasure.

Randomness # 2: 'Shy', Along With 'Insane', Is My Middle Name. I Blush, I Sweat Profusely, I Stutter (A Bit), And My Memory Serves No More When I'm In Situations Which Include A Large Group Of People Where I'm Thinking 'I Want To Be Back Home'.

Randomness # 3: As I'm A Complete Anime/Manga/Otaku Addict, I Always Dream Of Living In A 2-D World, Preferably, Having My Own Reverse Harem.

Randomness # 4: After My Own 5 – 6 RL Best Friends, And My 4 – 5 Online Best Friends, My Books Are My Best Friends.

Randomness # 5: I'm A Speed-Reader. If I Wish, I Can Finish A Book With, At Least, A 1000 Pages Within 2 Hours. What Has Been Done Before, Can Be Done Again.

Randomness # 6: The Darkness Relieves Me, I Love The Dark. I Find Sitting In A Dark Corner, Alone, Much At Ease Than Sitting With A Group Of Individuals, Feeling Lonely.

Randomness # 7: I Have A Huge Sweet-Tooth, I Crave Sweets. Along With Sweets, I Love Tangy Delicacies. Not To Mention, I Love Food, Good Food.

Randomness # 8: I'm A Flat-Foot. Hence I Walk Funny – On My Toes (Yes,Almost Like A Ballerina). I've Done So Since I Started Walking. If I Don't Walk Properly, My Ankles Start Aching Badly.

Randomness # 9: I Run Extremely Fast. I'm More Of A Predator/Hunter Than The Hunted, Which Means That If I'm Left At The (Back) End Of A Race, I Can Easily Catch Up.

Randomness # 10: I Love All Things Goth, Supernatural, Freaky, Uncanny, Unique, And Simply Put : Weird.

Randomness # 11: I Have A Phobia Of Washing My Hands After Every 5 Minutes. I've Gotten This Under Control, Though. I Wash Every Half An Hour, Now.

Randomness # 12: I'm A Dreadfully Restless Person; I Can Not Sit Still For, Even, 5 Minutes To Save My Life.

Randomness # 13: I Abhor Watching Anything Indian - From Their 'Not-So-Original' TV Serials To Their 'Too-Much-Over-Acting' Films. Though, The Only Person Whose Music I Listen To Is A. R. Rahman; He's A Bloody Genius.

Randomness # 14: Trusting People Is My Weakness, I Give In Very Easily. Even Though I Promised Myself I Would Not Trust, I Just Can't Help It. The Fact Is : I May Forgive But I Never Forget.

Randomness # 15: I'd Rather Talk To People Online Than On The Phone And In Person Rather Than Online. I'm A Completely Different Person On-Line/Phone And In-Person. On-Line/Phone, I'm Less Shy And Exceedingly Comfortable. In-Person, I'm Awfully Shy And Tend To Talk Less. Oh, And I'm Afraid Of Places Where There Is A Hive Of People. Even A Group Of Children Scare Me. Embarrassing, I Know.

Randomness # 16: I Absolutely Adore Kids, I Love Them, And I Crave Them.

Randomness # 17: It Was Always My Dream To Be A Genetic Engineer. I'm Striving To Have My Own Business But Not In That Field.

Randomness # 18: If There Is One Job I Want Before I Die, It Would Be Working In Apple Inc. Also, Before I Die, I'd Love To Get The Chance To Go Bungee Jumping, Para-Gliding, Water-Skiing, And Sky-Diving.

Randomness # 19: I Love Learning New Things Including Musical Instruments. I Learned How To Play The Guitar When I Was In High School, The Drums When I Started College, The Piano & The Violin After I Entered University. I May Not Be A Pro Yet But I'm Almost There.

Randomness # 20: I Am Utterly Passionate About My Friends: I'll Be There For Them At All Times, Whenever They Need Me. To Be Honest, I'm A Passionate Person, In General.

Randomness # 21: I've Started To Hate One Particular Technology: The Cell phone. It's Making My Life Miserable. But I Love One Exacting Technology: My Gaming Console. I Have, Indeed, Become An Addicted Gamer.

Randomness # 22: The Obsessions Of My Life, No, The Essence Of My Life Include Music, Film, Art, Writing (My Catharsis), Cars & Bikes, Books, Dancing, And Gaming.

Randomness # 23: I Dance When Nobody's Watching, I Love Dancing In The Dark. But I Love Dancing With My Friends The Most.

Randomness # 24: I've Always Been Called The 'Mother Hen' Of Every Group I've Ever Been A Part Of.

Randomness # 25: I'm Deliriously Poetic And Enormously Philosophical, I Love Psychology And Anything Relating To The Mind.

P.S. When I Start Writing, I Never Seem To Stop.
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10/08/2009,Monday,7:48 PM

I plan to write something today.

Let me stop procrastinating for a few hours.I'll finish this.

Hopefully.

Till then.

Await my return.
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O.O
I watched this movie last night and it was, by far, the goriest. Even Tarantino and Rodriguez would never come up to that standard and I sure hope they do not.  Mind you, I thought it was horror, and I only watched half of it. Its name was 'Freakshow' and only a person in his/her right mind would not watch it. If you liked 'Hostel', you might be able to watch this.
*shivers *
I was traumatized for life after watching it. I'm going tomorrow to exchange that movie.
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Still,I Rise

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It's just so weird - sitting here in the dark,thinking about things past gone,and things still yet to come - and here i am,my mind wandering off to a place where it's seemingly so tranquil and at ease - I've been thinking about this poem a friend of mine had sent me.

I think I'd better share it with you either before i go crazy or you die of curiosity.

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Still I Rise
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    You may write me down in history

    With your bitter, twisted lies,
    You may trod me in the very dirt
    But still, like dust, I'll rise.

    Does my sassiness upset you?

    Why are you beset with gloom?
    'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
    Pumping in my living room.

    Just like moons and like suns,

    With the certainty of tides,
    Just like hopes springing high,
    Still I'll rise.

    Did you want to see me broken?

    Bowed head and lowered eyes?
    Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
    Weakened by my soulful cries.

    Does my haughtiness offend you?

    Don't you take it awful hard
    'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
    Diggin' in my own back yard.

    You may shoot me with your words,

    You may cut me with your eyes,
    You may kill me with your hatefulness,
    But still, like air, I'll rise.

    Does my sexiness upset you?

    Does it come as a surprise
    That I dance like I've got diamonds
    At the meeting of my thighs?

    Out of the huts of history's shame

    I rise
    Up from a past that's rooted in pain
    I rise
    I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
    Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
    Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
    I rise
    Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
    I rise
    Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
    I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
    I rise
    I rise
    I rise.
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